Wednesday, July 26, 2006

yoyo.
such a tired day.
went to school.
meet up with felicia kitty june.
had a nice day.
long time since we met each other.
went home.
watch tv.
blog.
tadah~~~~

take care blythe.. bon voyage.

omgimsuchanasshole

J o h n . r e n

8:48 PM.x

Monday, July 24, 2006

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Move Along"

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking. When you fall everyone stands. Another day and you've had your fill of sinking . With the life held in yourHands are shaking cold. These hands are meant to hold.

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through. Move along Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely. Could be a night when your life ends. Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving. All the pain held in your. Hands are shaking cold. Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through. Move along Move along

When everything is wrong, we move along. (Go on, go on, go on, go on). When everything is wrong, we move along. Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on). Right back what is wrong. We move along.

J o h n . r e n

9:34 PM.x

Sunday, July 23, 2006

HELLO!!
heh, eyes feelin so tired. i changed a new monitor, it's so bright. hao bu xi guan.. make my eyes tear. eh. todae went bukit timah wif lip n jonathan to pool factor. yeah. no one theres, just a quiet lonely hangout on a hot sunday. seldom met up to play pool with everyone nowadays. everyone is just so busy, or maybe there are other reasons? i don't noe. once in a while, it's always nice to have some buds to hangout at some lame places for chats or drinks.
i read this article todae tellin pros n cons of technology. i feel that drifting is e best example. hm. yeah. technology indeed bring us nearer to each other in e sense tat we communicate easier. however as it is pullin us nearer, it's oso pushing us further away. everyone is livin in e world of technology. E-commerce, E-business, E-gaming and digital voice. face to face chat has gradually turn in to webcams, letters in e past has turned in to emails n sms. how cool? lol. i dunno. just imagine, 50 years down, maybe no more coffee bean or starbucks. everyone is enjoying their mocha in front of their screen. no more shopping malls, cuz there are e-shops online. maybe by then, humans have already adapt their feets n hands with e environment, just like how humans evolved from apes. The revolution in 50 years time, humans wif shorts legs n maybe 20 fingers? lol. how true? I'm not trying to be against IT cuz i study IT anyway. but my point here is pple nowadays are getting smarter n smarter, things could fly in just a snap of fingers. Technology gd or bad? i dun noe. pple might think that my thoughts are childish n rubbish. but, just recap, who thought that pple could actually travel up to e moon? who actually thought that boeing 747 can take us around e world? anyone? it's not unrealistic, in fact it is.. just that, it's up to u to believe it, or not?
wootz.. so lei le.. hao lar.. go rest my eyes le..

J o h n . r e n

8:57 PM.x

Friday, July 21, 2006

mornin pple. hmm. just woke up not long ago. decided not to go school for todae. so tired n sian.. hmm. doin nth for e past few days.. exam is coming.. hmm. must study le.. anyone free todae? ask me out =X lol
feelin quite vexed recently, i also dunno why.. ijustwanttoscream!!
life's goes on even tho i dun like it, fuck it.. everything is so fuck fuck fuck. i wanna escape for holidaes... everything is pushin me to a corner. to a point no one can be trusted anymore, u no longer feel confident in urself too.. sigh. what's wrong?

J o h n . r e n

8:59 AM.x

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

wootz. 3 days no blog le.. hmm. sunday went to rj's birthdae celebration at marina bay steamboat. lol. nice one actually. quite long nv meet up with DBIT 1B/22. kinda miss them actually. as usual, yiquan tat gang is damn funny again. their jokes realli funny n lame.. sigh. our new class damn bo liao lor. no one tell jokes. just like south korea n north korea. duh~~
hmm. very full now. oh yeah. parents back from genting le. tmd. wanna use phone oso cannot. come back jiu use phone.. =.=
oh yeah..my zhu ask me to sae i yuan wang her.. cuz tat dae i mistook her lor.. yeah. she force me to say :" she cares for me" LOL..
take care blythe..dun fall sick

J o h n . r e n

8:10 PM.x

Sunday, July 16, 2006

yeah. just woke up. hmm. ytd just came back from J.B. great trip. msia is always fun w/o parents. well, tis time go in still got drivers, make e trip easier. go there jiu shi eat, drink, eat,drink and PLAY!!!!! lol.. guo ying. hmm.. my parents went genting le.. great. why didn't my sister go oso? haiz.. den can home alone. no one fan me.. well, i can say tis trip to msia is 4 stars out of 5. msia de proton kancil so many, like ants, easily crush. abit bang nia, e tail-light crack. sbl. actually msia pple are more friendly oso i noticed. not on road la. as in, in restaurants or eating places. sooooo envy of them can drive so early, fcuk singapore system, must learn so much things, like got use litdat. everydae oso so many accidents, wanna earn more money from us den say la.. wait 2 or 3 more generation, u see pple will support PAP ma. PAP hong kan la!!!
well, i'm quite disappointed with something i heard, friends must be litdat ma? losing trusts, haiz... hope it isn't true...

gd morning!!!!

J o h n . r e n

9:54 AM.x

Thursday, July 13, 2006

hmm.. dun feel like talkin tonite.. si yd hai me lose $. tempt me. hmm.. just kinda fall in love wif this blog song by ekin. hmm. a song in young n dangerous..

am i too sensitive or what??

J o h n . r e n

10:37 PM.x

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

hmm. 7 plus nw. i'm feelin so tired n lonely. i was watchin tv in e living room, my parents n sister are watching e same programme in e room. hm. i'm used to it.. todae mum start to scold me liao, say waste electricity. fine. wateva. i just dun like to squeeze in 1 room n watch. i noe when i was young, we always do tat. but now, i just dun haf e feelings. so i came in to my room. everyone's so busy, no one to chat with me. zhu say wanna call me when she reach home, so long le still no call. oh yeah. i saw blythe's tag. she say be contented with what i haf..i tot about it for quite a while.. hmm. impossible, cuz human's nature is never satisfy with what they have. this is not e life i wan, unless i get it, i'm not goin to stop. true enuff, if we be contented with what we have n what we are, it makes life easier. but just think, if everyone is litdat, do u think all of u will be reading my blog online now? air con? computer? and worse, we wun even met n become friends.thus, we haf to thanks those 'greedy' pple for givin us a chance to become friends. so sometimes, human's greed does not always lead to his/her downfall. fcuk right? life is always litdat. fucking contradicting. sigh. counsel me someone....

J o h n . r e n

7:41 PM.x

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

fcuked up. just quarrel wif my parents over a coin e washing machine. sigh. dun wish to mention it anymore. hmm. well, surprisely todae after tis argument. i apologised *roll eyes*. yah. cuz i noe " all these are for my own good" it always struck me why message is so hard to get transmitted thru face to face. i set down n tot. i got e answer, cuz message thru sms, emails are all dead. we r alive, when we speak, we speak with feelings, emotions. not bad huh? here comes e contradictin part, conflicts are always started like tis.. sigh~
i can't find any one to share wif me my tots. so i tot of bloggin. maybe words can spread across everyone's mind easier n faster. i read her entries, she is happy with her life now. i'm glad. life is such a big lie. it brings u hope n push u down e cliff, givin u fear, sadness as u fall. it isn't e way pple wan. Money is e root of all evil, how true n how false.. life is forever so contradictin.
hmm.. how great it would be if we cannot grow up. stay as babies. or even better, not born in tis earth.. god created humans, humans destroy earth, earth destroy humans, god is gone. wootz.. a life cycle..
i noe i got no rights in interfering others' lifes, but i just wanna let all of u, i care.

J o h n . r e n

6:52 PM.x

Sunday, July 09, 2006

wootz.. germany won. gratz to lip n ly. lol. i was on e same side as them all along until ytd nite i walk past sg pools. dunno y suddenly go buy portugal win. -.- arghhhh. germany deserve to win. they were on form last nite. actually wanted to go lip hse n watch. budden e weather was killin me.. even early morning 6+ i off e air con, i sweat.. piang. fucking weather. can at least rain abit.
todae my zhu go sentosa for dance. lol. jia you!!!! tonite, world cup's final.. shld i watch? hmm.. still considering.. haiyo..lalalala.
blythe's blog song brought back tons of memories.. jay's song is forever so refreshing, so meaningful. memories are meant to be kept at e back of our mind. nope, not goin to think abt it.. i'm learning to look forward, care for e pple around me. they are my treasures.

a person's change is to adapt to e environment, not because of the treasures in the air.

J o h n . r e n

11:24 AM.x

Friday, July 07, 2006

wootz. haven been bloggin for a few days. hm. seemly too tired n busy.. well, nice days i had. tho tired, but simply entertaining. todae jeremy n me acc lip n yd go bbdc. another fun-licious trip. btw, todae we went westmall for lunch. we met tat fucking gay kero!!! lol. i spotted him first, den as we walk near him. i assure it was him, so i turn n told jeremy abt it. i guess tat gay heard that. den lip keep staring at him.. lol. cb lip. tat gay keep turning his head away. fucking gay. he was wif all girls.. yeah. all girls. cuz he is suppose to be a girl too.. poor colin.. world cup final approaching. whu will win.. tell me.. i can't hear!!!!!!!

J o h n . r e n

5:05 PM.x

Monday, July 03, 2006

hm.. a tirin day indeed. rushing out my sapd project. thx bros for ur help.
well. it isn't a smooth day.. thoughts just ponder in my mind. life has been movin on just like a sleeping volcano. u will nv noe when it is goin to erupt. things have drift from e way they are suppose to be, they haf lost their meaning, their sense of direction. we r sitting on them, letting it drift us apart. smth has to been done to it. but up to now, no one has done it. i'm waitin. waitin.
i'm really afraid e day i feared is comin towards us nearer n nearer.
my roots in my house are breakin free from e earth, not cuz it matures. but cuz e sun,air n water no longer understand him. my roots are pullin me apart, to a place i dun wanna be. whu can be my support n listen to me? e trunk is gone, so am i.

gd nitez pple..

J o h n . r e n

9:56 PM.x

Saturday, July 01, 2006

hm.. 2 days nv blog le.. hmm. kinda busy these 2 days ba.. busy wif soccer, work n school. school was terrible, i force myself to wake up early in e morning wif both eyes half open. it's real terror. now portugal vs england, half time. actually wanna bet, budden after some thoughts n consideration no bet. haiz. i dun wanna be lip litdat. LOL. well, todae blythe sae it's funny to see us cheering or cursing over e match even tho we bet a little nia. lol. well. after some tots, maybe we r easily contented ba? well. it makes our life simple n happy. tt's e life we r after ba.. well, hey all brothers readin my blog right now, just wanan tell u all, u all r great stuff!! if there is such thing as next life, i still wan u all back. i promise *punch*
take care all my friends. may all readers haf a nice daes. well. feelin glad that there are new faces at my tagboard. welcome n take care..

off to watch world cup.

J o h n . r e n

11:54 PM.x